“I Can’t Give Him What He Wants”: Love Is Blind’s Alexa Lemieux Admits Fear That Baby Disagreement Could End Her Marriage

In a heart-wrenching confession that’s catching Love Is Blind fans by surprise, Alexa Lemieux is pulling back the curtain on a deeply personal struggle — one that’s left her feeling scared, torn, and unsure if her marriage to Brennon can survive.

At the center of it all? A baby. Or rather, the timing of baby #2.

“He really wants a son,” Alexa revealed softly. “And I get it. I want to give that to him… but I just can’t right now. And I don’t know if that’s something our marriage can carry.”

“He’s Ready — I’m Not”

Alexa says Brennon has made it no secret that he’s eager to grow their family this year. But for her, the thought of jumping into another pregnancy so soon after baby number one feels overwhelming — physically, emotionally, and mentally.

“It’s not just about being tired. It’s about me — my body, my identity, my mental health,” she said. “I’m still trying to find myself again after becoming a mom. And the pressure to just do it all over again… it’s suffocating.”

 

What’s made things harder is how much Brennon’s excitement feels like a silent expectation — a countdown she can’t meet.

“He talks about names, colors, future plans like it’s already happening. And I sit there thinking, How do I tell him I’m still healing from the first time?”

“I’m Scared He’ll Resent Me”

In her most emotional moment, Alexa admitted that this disagreement has become a quiet wedge between them — one she fears could grow if they don’t confront it.

“We love each other, but sometimes love gets drowned out by silence. And lately, I’ve felt like if I speak up too much, I’ll break something we can’t fix.”

“I’m scared he’ll think I’m holding him back. I’m scared he’ll start wondering if someone else could give him what I can’t.”

“This Isn’t About Not Wanting Another Baby — It’s About Wanting Myself Back First”

Alexa made it clear: she’s not saying never. She’s saying not yet. But in a world where motherhood often demands everything at once, even that feels like rebellion.

“I want another child. I do. But I want to go into it with joy — not dread,” she explained. “And I need Brennon to see that this version of me — the one that’s scared, unsure, still figuring it out — is worth holding space for, too.”

As for what’s next? Alexa says they’re talking, slowly. But the path forward is uncertain.

“He’s a good man. A great dad. And I know he loves me,” she said. “But sometimes, even love needs a pause — a breath — so we can hear each other again.”

One thing is certain: Alexa Lemieux may be struggling, but she’s no longer hiding it. And in that bravery, a new kind of strength is being born.