Stassi Schroeder Cries on Podcast about Being Dumped on Anniversary, Drank “Wine” & Took “Mad Amounts of Xanax”

Vanderpump Rules star Stassi Schroeder is now opening up about being dumped on her 4-year anniversary by her on-again, off-again boyfriend Patrick Meagher.

It all happened a week ago when the Bravo reality star was dumped not only on her anniversary day but also a day before she and Patrick planned to go to Mexico for a week-long romantic vacation. She ended up taking two of her girlfriends with her. That has to hurt.

Stassi, 29, was very candid about her fresh wound on a new episode of her podcast, Straight Up With Stassi, which she recorded during her Mexican vacay.

“We get into an argument on our anniversary that he did not remember. Our four-year anniversary. Granted, OK, we broke up for a really long time, but we met four years ago on that day,” revealed Stassi. “I didn’t even get a f–king daisy. Not even a weed. What did I get? I got told I was broke up with a day before our Mexican vacation that I already paid for.”

It gets even worse as Stassi states that she tried to get him to change his mind and he simply wasn’t having it.  She then tried to drown her sorrows with wine and xanax (is she suppose to be mixing those two?!).

“I start going crazy, like mindlessly sobbing, taking mad amounts of Xanax to calm down,” continued Stassi. “I’m still on my Xanax. It’s the only way I can [get through]. My breakfast consists of milk and red wine and two eggs that I didn’t eat and bacon and a Xanax. And that’s pretty much how I feel.”

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Stassi, apparently willing to put her pride completely to the side, admits she still pines for her ex. “I miss him every f–king minute. I’m going to cry. I don’t know how to bounce back from this. It’s the biggest deal,” revealed Stassi as she cried. “He couldn’t get on the plane. I made the effort. I got on the plane. I wore a harem pants jumpsuit to go on the plane and he couldn’t get on the plane. It’s pride. He was too prideful to and that’s what makes it so much harder.”

Oh but it doesn’t end there as she also admits she still loves him. “We both really love each other. Four years later and I’m just as equally attracted to him as I was the day I met him. So I’m f–king confused and really upset. So it’s making it way harder,” she said.

Pretty sad to hear Stassi going through the motions. But perhaps her issue is caring and loving too much. Going by Patrick’s actions, he doesn’t appear to be as invested in their relationship as she is. Perhaps she’s just simply too honest but she seems to be giving off a hint of desperation which gives him all the power in the relationship. My advice to Stassi would be to learn from this and move on completely, or else this on and off pattern will never change.