Lowell took to Instagram to post stories about the situation. Back in September, Lowell and Baltierra were talking often about their fight with the Davis family despite the Davis' asking them to stop talking about them. Now, Lowell says that it is still not great between them. "Adoption isn’t all cupcakes and rainbows. It’s a lot of rain,” she wrote. “You know…Adoption is hard…the PTSD is real. The sadness is real. Still no contact and completely blocked from her life…all for speaking my feelings. Telling her parents how I felt."
Lowell shared that she has a lot of regrets about what happened. "As a first parent, I can tell you there is a LOT [of] hurt and sadness. Sadness and wishing that I will have for the rest of my life. Trauma that I will never be able to [get] rid of. That slaps you in the face at random moments throughout life.” But she shared that she misses her daughter daily and knows that will never go away. “I just love her…I miss her…I yearn for her,” she wrote. “That’s something that will never fade. Until we meet again my girl,” she wrote directly to Carly. “Just know you are loved and thought about EVERY DAY!"
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